i'm feeling the exhaustion. and feel totally effed up at all the work. it's at least justifiable if there was considerable progress. but it's already thursday and absolutely nothing feels like it's going in the direction of completion.

and i haven't been contributing to any of the projects much. i keep doing stupid stuff till i don't know what i'm doing anymore. i'm so very sorry if any group member is reading this.

just read sj's latest post on his blog. it doesn't help that i identify so strongly with whatever he said about cs. and i applaud his courage and convictions.

just because you choose to close your eyes, you know it doesn't mean nothing is happening, damn it.