i'm actually blogging cuz i'm so bored. how rare. not that there isn't anything for me to do though. it's kinda ironic that i actually feel more stress clearing my off. like doing cos duty just before your off. cuz i just keep stressing myself over whether i unknowingly f_ed up something in camp before leaving or forgot to do something and get blasted to death the moment i return to work.

at last i caught the phantom of the opera last night. one of those critic-panned shows that friends have been gushing over. i just think it's a real shame i was half-asleep (again). it's almost funny how i can hardly sleep well on my own bed sometimes and yet fight to keep my eyes open in the middle of a movie can be the most agonizing thing ever. and it's no indication of whether it's a bad show or not.

anyway maybe at this point of time it's useful to do some kind of reflection, especially to keep track of how my resolutions are coming along (or not). the last time i was disciplined enough to exercise after work was like swimming a somewhat meagre 10 laps. and that was 2 weeks back. i just wished i played better basketball. and no, i'm not doing more reading yet. and the class 3 driving license seems totally elusive to me. i am really beginning to loathe driving lessons.

personal list of stuff to accomplish this weekend:
-finish reading up on the articles poon lent me
-start filling up my disruption forms and rejecting the course at smu
-extend my pdl

i want the beyond album!