just woke up from napping in hall, which means this looks set to be one of those bio-clock-screwing-up weeks. anyway it's been three weekends without a post and everything is probably gonna sound terribly disjointed here.

i can't believe i burnt two entire weekends on assignments and projects. i spent one entire weekend researching for the graded 104 assignment at the new national library and got B+ for it. and everyone in the 104 project group were kind of disappointed given the amount of effort we put in to get an A and when everybody else ended up getting A-. not to mention that i missed going to edwin's farewell outing because of that. and i just burnt the whole of last weekend at huixun's place with the 111 group to complete our project proposal due for presentation this week. we're skipping other classes to get things done.

speaking of skipping classes, it seems like i've lost all motivation to study. it seems i'm skipping something every single week and i don't bother to do anything constructive. and even though i had enough time to study for my 101 test last week, i was basically just wasting my time away before. and i'm disgusted with what i did during the test. anyway it seems i have zero attention span when it comes to anything and especially studying. wonder if it was really the army that did something to my mind. ah. shan't blame others. but it's worrying to think that the exams are nearing.

to everyone else it seems i'm forever to busy too studying to go out, but i guess nobody knows the truth better than i do; that i'm just busy completing whatever submission deadline that comes along and scraping the bare minimum.

i also realised i'm such a negative person. i really should change that. happier posts to come hopefully. haha.

on other miscellaneous stuff, i managed to catch tim burton's corpse bride with weimin and joven a week back. personally, loved it! and somehow it feels so liberating whenever i step into any shopping mall these days; probably the effect of being cooped up in hall forever. also went to staff jack's farewell bbq at downtown east last saturday night..hopes everything goes well for him in taiwan. even though most of the wksp people weren't there, it felt so at ease hanging around and talking about the army days with kelvin and poon. it was traumatising to see an apparently run-over body along thomson road when kelvin gave me a ride home. it's scary cuz i know how much of a road hazard i can be when i drive. it doesn't help that i forgot to release the handbrake for quite some distance when i tried driving my dad's car for the first time. what a cockster right.

i hope stefanie sun's new album is good.. am, er, acquiring it. sounds okay so far. kinda wish i brought my ipod here..