while this could well end up a post on how i should be doing my written assignments now, cuz there's another 3 major deadlines next week, nope. but i think i should mention i screwed up last week's 102 presentation and my 104 essay wasn't that fantastic (after all i only finished on the morning of day of submission). anyway i've had it screwing up my biological clock 5 days this week already!

still. i'm just gonna bitch about hall life.

i realise it's likely that i'm not going to be able to stay in hall next year, cuz i'm so inactive in taking part in anything and so am not ever gonna get enough points. i went for 2 hall subcomm interviews but it's obvious i'm not going to get in. on the other hand, i think roomie wk is well on his way to staying in hall for his 2nd year, at the rate he's going. and he mingles well with everyone while i don't know anyone. i think he should be very sick of me saying stuff like "i'm not a hall person", which i really think so, and "i'm getting ready to move out" even if he doesn't show it. and i just realised because of my passivity, most ecas have ended their recruitment periods. sometimes i really feel like such a loser fart. lousy in sports, cannot study, blur like hell. now my last hope are the cs club sub comms.

then again. if you ask me if i regretted not going to the cs or hall orientation camps to know more people, not. but i admit it's a little bit of a pity not to have had the experience of either.

but. i realised it would be good to have the choice of staying in a hall cuz i realise there is no other way i can rush assignments through the night and still wake up in time for school.

so. i should really pass my driving test later this month so that i can drive to school. the 'getting the car' part can come later.