just came back from maf. i nearly didn't go cuz i thought joven needed help with her lion dance at smu but seems she had enough helpers. well, as usual i felt detached from everything..even though sometimes during the mass sing-along sessions, the words did bring back some memories. i realise it is so difficult to make me excited or feel strongly about anything now. i'm just like a dead piece of wood.

i'd give anything to feel again.

to wl: shit my dvd-rom is too old. can't read dvd-rs. which means i need a dvd burner man!