2003

I don’t know how it started/Something about/Chasing time in circles, round and around/And things that won’t come to matter/I lose my sight/Stumbling before I realize//Falling into a dark well deep/Spiraling down down down /I claw the walls to cling on/And feel rock bottom before I land//I feast on myself, my thoughts are cheering me on/Then I toy around with the end/There’s a war to be fought/I’m not taking the easy way out//I promised to show strength/And crumbled under its weight/Feeling the shame /With defeat chasing after//Sad shadows flitting through the grey/Jaded before their time /I’m getting good at this game of pretend/Takers anyone?//I’m screaming this silence out loud/Crying but I cannot feel/You think you know it all – laugh/This pain that pains to feel//Hands that save me one moment/Hands pushed away the next/But grab hold of mine again angel/I don’t know if I can win /This fighting never ends but I can try /Grant me an exit/Show me the old way again/We’ll fly high and away/Like there’s no tomorrow…