started off the day on a bad note. forgot my locker keys. valiant attempts at breaking my lock with a cutter left it badly chipped. In the end a friend just knocked the lock out with sheer brute force. i suck.

anita mui passed away this morning. i didn't hear the news until my campmates told me in camp. i was utterly shocked. wasn't she already slowly recovering? felt almost like how my friend broke the news of leslie cheung's death to me early this year. if there's to be one woman in the hk entertainment industry worthy of the term diva, it has to be her. always had this respect for her despite the fact that i don't watch her movies or listen to her music.

a bmt section mate called me tonight most unexpectedly to chat after his lights off hour. hah. don't think i've heard his voice since we pop-ed. i know you won't be reading this but kas, you haven't changed one bit. hah. i'm guilty of not making an effort to keep in contact with every single person. i'm missing my bmt section mates again. and all over again.

tomorrow is new year's eve! i don't want the new year to come.